Out, poz and proud
IN PERSON / Michael Burtch walks the tightrope between advocacy and privacy
Noreen Fagan / Ottawa / Thursday, September 15, 2011
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There are a few simple facts about Michael Burtch: he is a student, a son, a brother, an activist — and he’s HIV-positive. Certainly Burtch would say that all these things have shaped him, but being diagnosed with HIV in his early 20s has propelled him to become the person he is today: a social-justice advocate, Xtra’s AIDS activist of the year and an outspoken critic of Canada’s HIV-nondisclosure laws.

Being gay, poz and out about it has also turned Burtch into a writer. He is a regular blogger on positivelite.com, an online outlet for people living with HIV.

In 2010 Burtch wrote a personal account of what it means to live as a sexually active poz man. It was a vivid piece that described how he had unprotected sex without disclosing his HIV status.

Canada's HIV nondisclosure laws place an unfair burden on HIV-positive people, says Michael Burtch.
(Rémi Thériault)
Burtch wrote about the “complexities and nuances of disclosure” from an HIV-positive guy’s perspective, refusing to simplify a complicated issue. He knew the topic was controversial, but he was unprepared for the torrent of negative comments that followed — he was labelled a murderer and chastised for telling the truth.

“I think that is bullshit. I really wanted to talk about what it’s like and how [the disclosure laws are] really used and how easy it is to fall victim to this kind of witch hunt that we have around criminalization,” he says. “If we are going to talk about stigma and we’re going to talk about criminalization, then we need people to stand up and talk about their experiences and own it.”

Burtch has continued to blog. Maybe he has become a little hardened, more mature, but being able to write openly about how HIV-nondisclosure laws have affected his life is cathartic.

“I have a good friend who has gone to jail, and I have seen the damage done in my community, not only in my poz community but in the  queer community,” he says. “I was — and am — hoping that talking about the inadequacies in the law and the unfair burden that it puts on poz people [would help people] connect with the issue and hopefully come around to my way of thinking.”

Burtch has come out about his HIV status to the greater community, to his friends and to his family, but not everyone has understood; in fact, one of Burtch’s siblings refuses to speak to him.

“That has been difficult, trying to navigate personal privacy. Obviously, it is part of my story, my narrative, and it is relevant to the work that I do, so I talk about it,” he says. “But I also want to be respectful of the fact that, whatever my feelings, my sister, my family or my friends have a right to their privacy being respected, and they don’t necessarily need to be pulled into these discussions. So it’s a tightrope sometimes.”

Burtch works with an AIDS service organization doing community outreach and organizes magnet parties for poz guys and fundraisers for various charities, including cancer research and sex-worker rights.

He is also a member of the Ontario Working Group on HIV Non-Disclosure, which is constructing a map of community response and approaches to nondisclosure laws, trying to understand where people stand on the issue and how they are or are not supporting HIV nondisclosure.

On the personal front, Burtch is healthy. He looks after himself, is vain in the way that only gay boys can be, but he is not frivolous. He is acutely aware of how his life has been affected by HIV, but he is not willing to put himself in a corner and keep quiet about it. He is, quite simply, out, poz and proud.

“I am not ashamed. It fucking sucks, but if something good can come out of it, it’s this, that I can talk about the experience,” he says.


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Reader Comments


 
HIv
I have HPV and I am an engineer who works for the largest STD dating and support site STDslove. com. I have to tell you a secret, you can choose not to believe me. But the truth is that this site has more than 1,880,000 members and about 80% members are good looking in my estimation. Unfortunately, STD rates soar worldwide and most people with STDs don't even know that they have them. The government should grant more money for STD education to lower the rates of STD transmission.
epdjojer, lodon lodon
09/15/11 10:54 PM EST
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@epdjojer, lodon lodon
its the secrets and not talking about it that spread the STDs you fcuking idiot. here is hoping your boss sees this and believes your work performance shouldn't be kept secret anymore. my estimate is FIRED!
barry, vancouver bc
09/16/11 6:45 AM EST
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Take a stand
While I don't always agree with Michael I have a tremendous amount of respect for him. Not many people stand up for what they think is right anymore. Parts of the community, the POZ communities in particular fall through the cracks and are long and forgotten. People who claim they are negative (your only as good as your last test and have not had sex to make that claim) get up on these self righteous soap boxes and declare themselves as the almighty of right and what is safe. Perhaps if more people stood up with Michael and actually listened to what he has to say then we may actually make a difference and push to have the laws changed with respect to HIV and disclosure. We all seem to know it has to change but we are all very happy of doing nothing about it. All but for a few. Thank you Michael Burtch for standing up on your soap box and sharing your side of the story of life.
G. Leger, Ottawa ON
09/16/11 11:12 AM EST
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xtra is losing its mind
Burtch is not a murderer, but he is no hero or role model; he's an irresponsible asshole who made lousy choices and wound up getting infected, then chose to be a selfish dick and put others at risk. He reenforces the stereotype of gays as hedonistic philanderers who think it's still 1979. 'complexities and nuances'. Jesus fucking christ. .
pat, ottawa ontario
09/30/11 4:28 PM EST
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